TINGKATAN 4, ALIRAN SAINS ATAU SASTERA?

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Masih di sini setia membaca blog saya?

Macam mana tahun 2019 ni buat semua orang so far?
Berjalan lancar?
Still figuring out things?
or not going well?

Nevertheless, I hope March will be a good month for everybody!!

Just finished my ujian penggal pertama at school.
For your information, Sya Tingkatan 4 this year!
Sya ditempatkan dalam aliran sastera which is Sya masuk kelas EKONOMI
Sya mula-mula nak tukar kelas masuk aliran Sains tulen (well sekolah Sya boleh je tukar kelas sebab students tak ramai, kena buat surat je)

Honestly, my Pt3 result wasn't that good ha ha. I mean theres As and Bs and a freaking C
but Alhamdulillah, it was better than my trial :)  i was so disappointed with myself, I know I could do better than that. overall, my pencapaian last year was quite bad. 
Sorry for letting everyone down, especially my parents. The past is past right? but I still can't move on.

Back to this year,
I was so stressed when thinking about it at first because i didn't expect to be in 4 Ekonomi, because I want to pursue my studies in perubatan. And all of my siblings were science stream students so I feel like u know, I wanna be in science stream too "no I need to change class, I want to be a doctor jhahfdgahj"
yeah, my first ambition was to be a doctor (typical) 

so then I asked my parents, sisters, brother, 

patut ke tukar? boleh ke hadap FIZIK, BIO, CHEM, ADDMATH, all those killer subjects?


My parents ok je but they're like "betul ke boleh buat? pecah otak belajar science, tengok macam Along last last masuk U bukan aliran sains pun, penat je belajar"

"Stay jela Ekonomi, lagi senang nak score SPM" said everyone in the family haha.

Another sister of mine : seriousla nak masuk kelas sains? results math pun #$#$#  ni nak hadap Addmath lagi. lagilah advance! 

Damn, saya terasa.

Brother : masuk jela mana-mana pon.

And there's me, still figuring out what I want in life. I asked my friend, she said

"Mesti ada sebab Allah masukkan kau dalam kelas Ekonomi, mesti ada hikmah"
     - said someone who from science class  turun masuk kelas ekonomi HAHAHA

I even asked my teachers opinion! and they said, its all about the effort to study, kalau orang tu malas memang takkan boleh score la Science...

And I still want to masuk science stream but at the same time after being in Ekonomi class for 2 weeks, I like it. the subjects, macam rasa okay je belajar, best.
Cuma kelas je tak suka, 35 students? sumpah bising macam dekat pasar!

so you know this feeling when you just can't choose...

At the end of the day, my mom told me to solat istikharah. and I did it for the first time!

Alhamdulillah somehow, my gerak hati feel its Ekonomi that suits me better. Serious Sya rasa lepas solat tu, macam tak ada fikir pasal Science dah. So i stayed here!

But apa cita-cita Sya selain doctor ni? ok dah boleh cancel doctor hahaha. 
Im not telling yet!

Kalau semua tak tahu subjek elektif kelas Ekonomi sekolah Sya ialah :

1. Ekonomi
2. Perniagaan
3. Tasawwur Islam / Seni

Boleh pilih antara Tasawwur atau Seni.
Guess what did I choose?
Tasawwur of course. Memang taklah seni, lukis orang lidi pon buruk heh.

The best part is 12/35 je yang pilih Tasawwur, at least boleh la belajar dengan tenang! kalau tak sumpah chaos kelas.

And apparently, those subjects require lots of hafal because its all about facts
Hhuhuhuhuhu

So bila kerja nanti? apa pilihan pekerjaan yang boleh masuk?
hm my parents kata semua boleh kecuali medic la and tak boleh masuk matrikulasi...
Is it true guys?

Sebenarnya Sya nak cerita pasal benda lain yang berlaku tapi bila dah start menaip ni dia menyerong pulak so Sya cerita jela about form 4! hehe

Tak sangka, 1 year left in high school.
SPM coming soon.

Dua hari lepas, result SPM Batch 01 keluar, my brother is one of them
Alhamdulillah, he got straight As!!

It was recess time at school and decided to call him and asked!
I was so happy and proud of him. The whole family are !!
If you're reading this, congrats!


 gempak ah 11A'S siot

From now on, my brother would be my role model! hahahahah omg I cannot,, camne dia pandai sangat? balik rumah time cuti tak pernah buka buku pon Lol.

Takpelah, setiap hari tengok slip dia untuk dapatkan motivation...

I feel so dumb compared to him.

Who's next in the family? 
me.

I hope I can make my family proud just like how he did!
doakan Sya supaya rajin belajar ya! huuuu

Alright, that is all from me :)
Siapa nak beli novel boleh check out my instagram page @Bookslvs

p/s :if my family is reading this, please dont talk about this post alright! 
(they know i have a blog cuz im famous hahah kidding)

Till next time,
Syasya


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27 comments

  1. When I was in 'SPM Period' what I did is actually print a straight A's slip with the same subjects I'm taking and changed it to my name and IC number, for motivation!

    Frankly, anything could happen! I was in Science stream, I initially wanted to pursue Medicine too, it is my childhood dream yet even with a good result, I ended doing English Literature (which is fun, no offense!) due to some circumstances that can be solved if I were firm enough with my decision lol

    Congrats to your brother!

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    1. Awww thank you for telling me your story!! what a great idea about the slip hahah.. I like English, its fun :D I will definitely take your words, thank u xx

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  2. Kalau nak masuk matrikulasi, kena ambil jurusan sains, perakaunan dan kejuruteraan sebab bidang ni akan ditawarkan di matrikulasi. Kalau ambil jurusan sains lebih banyak pilihan di universiti sebab boleh pergi bidang sains & bidang bukan sains. Tapi kalau bukan science stream tak dapat ambil bidang sains di universiti. Yang penting teruskan usaha dan belajar bersungguh-sungguh. Mesti ada hikmah Sya dapat masuk kelas Ekonomi. Sebagai seorang yang pernah berada dalam science stream, saya akui bukan mudah nak lulus add math walaupun student tu selalu dapat A untuk modern math, ditambah pula dengan subjek killer yg lain seperti biologi,kimia & fizik.

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    1. oooh terima kasih kak Jannah for the information!! ❤️😫 tulah sya rasa lain sikit bila masuk kelas ekonomi sebab siblings semua science stream, pandai2 pula tu tapi takpe inshaAlllah i can do this.Yup Addmath is one of the most hard subject in sc stream! bila fikir balik sya rasa tak boleh go pun dengan addmath sebab math pun kurang minat so Sya rasa Ekonomi is the best for me :) amin. again,thank u kak Jannah xx ❤️❤️✨

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  3. Insya Allah, this might be the best for you. After all, we don't know what our future holds kan? I was in science stream back then but I didn't really like science. Haha. Which is why after SPM, I told my parents, I'm not gonna further my studies in science-related field. Please respect my decision. lol.

    By the way, please say congrats to your brother. Pandainya dia! :O

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    1. Amin, i hope everything will go smoothly for me hehe, i see,i do have friends who tak minat and not into science but end up in science class! but did u manage to score well? just asking hehe if so that is soo coool sebab walaupun tak minat! glad they respect your decision :D anyway thank you kak Farah :3 ❤️🙆

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    2. Well, it depends on what you considered as scoring well. As for me, tak pernah dapat straight As langsung masa form 4 and form 5 and the worst thing was tak pernah lulus Add Maths masa langsung masa form 4 T_T

      My best upper forms results was my SPM result. Alhamdulillah, thank God! Before SPM, my best result was maybe 7As or 8As with the mixture of Bs and E.

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  4. Petunjuk daripada Allah SWT dah dapat.. Sekarang fokus dan tawakkal. InshaAllah berkat doa ibu bapa semuanya mudah nanti. Aamiin.

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    1. Amin InshaAllah terima kasih sis perdu cinta❤️

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  5. InsyaAllah you can do it! science stream or not, the will to study is what matter. Say my congrats to your brother. All the best for your future endeavors! :D

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    1. Thank you for your kind words!!! Amin, InshaAllah xx ❤️

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  6. It's okay dear! Perjalanan masih jauh! Fokus dan buat yang terbaik masa SPM. Pilih apa yang kita minat! Tetapi kadang-kadang kita rasa kita boleh buat. Bila makin kita besar, lain pula jadinya. Sebab rezeki manusia lain2. Allah ja yang tahu apa terbaik utk kita. Akak dulu SPM ambil Science Stream. Tapi di universiti dan bekerja memang lebih pada sastera tade kena mengena dengan sains!

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    1. Terima kasih kak Farah! InshaAllah will try my best :)

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  7. Ya allah pandainya abg!! semoga terus Berjaya dunia akhirat ok. ada rezeki course lain di U mana tahu

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    1. kan! pandainya diaa huaa... amin, terima kasih sis!

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  8. I was a science stream student even though I don't like the subjects, apparently because my result was "too good" to *not* be in science stream class... but in the end, i didn't major in anything science-related pun in university because my SPM results for science subjects were so-so because as I said, I don't like the subjects T_T So it's okay, Allah knows best. Especially since you've perfomed istikharah, I'm sure you will see the hikmah soon. Good luck and all the best!

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  9. Dulu sy ambil science stream juga.. tp SPM sy x dapat skor dgn baik .. even subjek teras pun so-so ja.. Dulu sy ambil sains sbb abg sy kata aliran sains lebih byak pilihan tuk masa depan.. to be honest mmg betul juga lah.. but still in the end keputusan SPM tu yg penting tidak kira lah aliran apapun.. Apapun good luck!

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    1. yup keputusan spm yang penting at the end untuk masuk U! thank you sis!! 💓

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  11. i haven't been here for months since you haven't updated anything. hii waiting for your new updates

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    1. aww,there is actually someone waiting for my new updates huaaa :') i miss blogging too just didnt have time to update yet because of exams. InshaAllah soon and i miss ur blog! dah lama tak baca!

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    2. yayyyy finally. i hope things are good for you.
      oh yes i was always wondering where you've been. hehe
      in shaa Allah. May Allah ease everything for you my dear.

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  12. it's fun reading the thought process going behind what aliran you choose. i was a science stream student and tbh, it's okay for you to choose any. just follow your heart! so i loved it when you did istikharah. it's okay that matriculation isn't a choice for you and if im not mistaken, foundation studies isn't a choice s well. you might need to do a diploma. hope everything will goes well!

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    1. wow everyone's comments are saying they're from science stream haha! so cool! alhamdulillah i think thats the best decision i made in my entire life. i didnt feel a slighly regret at all :D Thank u for the wish <3

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  13. Saya bekas pelajar aliran sains tulen.and i ended myself belajar kos pelancongan...hahahaha tak kena langsung! tapi you already make a great choice for yourself,jangan patah balik,just pandang depan kay.Follow the flow...minta izin Allah untuk pinjam ilmu sementara untuk berjaya didunia dan akhirat.itu yang paling penting kay..May Allah bless you.Jemput singgah blog

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    1. woah course pelancongan! bestnya! yup ill look forwad for my own journey and majuu ke depan ahhah, thank you sis :) . AMIN <3

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